Cruel Reality

Make this short and simple. Went Tea with Kat and Saw my ex gf, Lim Pei Ni and her boss Kenneth, holding hand walking outside HMV happily, we had eyes contact. Well, at that point of time, I dun feel angry, y? It isn't it what I predicted?

Anyway I'm not in any position to care who she is with and when they started. Give both of them benifit of adult, say they just started once we both broke up.

Just a few points to say.

1) Lim Pei Ni, why can't you be a little bit honest to me at the end of our relationship. Even that day I met u and gave u materials you needed for work. You claimed to be innocent and is a victim in our BGR, cos I'm over pocessive. But who's lying to who right now? You said you and him are impossible, u treated him like a father. So are you telling us that you started dating with your dad?

2) I've always tot that you are someone special, not as normal as many other gals who wanna climb high and very materialistic. Seems like I'm wrong again. If you are not that mean, that y you wanna be with someone who are so much older than you n divorced with a daugther? You like to be step mother? or like to be mistress?

3) You always said u HATE SEX, well, I'll not rule out that you may engage sexual activity with him or other guys in future, therefore dun always pretend that you r so innocent, you are with someone who are mature, and gone thru marriage and able to provide what u need rite now. I doubt he can have all those CLEAN relationship with u. Once again, since u chosen a sugar daddy, I'm wrong in the past again, you r as normal as other girls.

4) I've promised your dad, if u still rem, during his wage, I stood there very long and making wishes. Yes, I told him and in fact I promised him that I will love you forever and take care of you. Seems like I must get myself out of this promise. Y? You'd know better. If only u r a little bit more honest to me, tell me everything about u and him. I still can forgive u. not say will wait for u, but at least still protect and help u. Now, is obvious that my help to you are so minium and u dun even care.

5) this is to kenneth, Thank you for taking her away from me, cos wat u've done is simply telling me that she dun derseve my love. Sound stupid and consoling myself rite? But is wrong, you can take her away from me and other can simply take her away from you. So if you are not cheating her and put in your HEART in her, u will feel the pain. Otherwise, just enjoy your love game with her, she is desperate for your love.

6) Still to Kenneth, I took a closer look at u just now outside HMV, I'm younger than you, fitter and better looking than u. the most impt thing is I'm much younger than u. So I can be sure that. By the time I'm at your age I will become more successful than u and a better status than u.

7) I lost a person who dun love me, but she lost a person who love her alot. Lim Pei Ni, remember this phase, I know you will NEVER regret. If I never see u wrongly again... I know u won't come back again, from the begining u left me again.

8) Lim Pei Ni, you have been telling me that, whenever your mum talked to u, you feel sad, cos you r hiding things from her. Look at this NEW relationship yourself. Do you think what you are doing wont make your mum worry? or you r saying that u got a RICH bf therefore u r making the family proud? Think of your mum and dad before you carry on with ur stupid act.

9) Life is a path, is how we choose to walk our way thru till the end, since this is the path you have chosen, as a ex bf. who have been wasting time on u for 3 years 9 months, I still send my regards to u.

Patrick