BAD DAY

Ever Since I broke off with her... I guess 07/06/2006 should be the worst day I ever gone thru so far....

Before that... let me recap.. 06/06/2006, after work, ah jie, 2 pointers, ma ma and GOOD FREN... of cos ME... we went to wine arcade. always drive thru that area, didnt know is really not bad, reasonable price, good and tasty food. a really good place to chill out. I'll have my next army meeting over there... not a bad place... really. Kinda had a good time over there...

Back to Wed... 07/06/2006... late for work... reached at 8am instead of 7... get treated coffee by one of the sister... somehow i really cant stand female boss... really... they wont understand wat we've gone thru... esp in nursing... look at our pay. damn sucks... cheap labour... no respect.. supervisor dun protect us, some Drs dun really care about us, pt and relatives dun even care about our feeling... demanding... pay for 10 bucks asking fo 100 dollars services... HR always say we are OVERSTAFF.... actually we are always in deep shit... really... front line always handle all these shits...

So sister A said I never inform her that I came late to work... ba ba ba ba... giving me a good lecture... then Sister B joined in, said saw me do somethigns incorrect... add on... Ok a very good learning time... thanks... but just doesnt sound good...

Rem I went hospital A for interview, senior NURSE manager dare to ask me... wat u work as in army... when i said i was infantry spect she was like... huh? you mean you are NOT medic... ba ba ba... Back to my currently work place... starting pay so low... comformation there's no pay increasment.... after one year rank up... still lesser than gals... so ended up, we are 3 years behind time but pay still so much lesser than gals... those pple on top, have they ever tot of how we feel?

We get sent to NS... is it really our choice? ya... protect the nation... sound great, but we are underpaid and overwork inside... who care about us? after 2.5 years of NS, come out, pple dare to say we lost touch from wat we studied... Nursing student join commando. infantry guards.. IT student become storemen... How not to lost touch? and WOMEN, shit... WOMEN boss dare to ask... u mean you r not medic? how funny is it? when we ask, why is it we are paid in that amount... we served the nation... they replied as... we've paid you the $$$... a little higher starting pay, but ended up cut down all our increament... is it fair???

After lecture by SISTERSSssssssssssssssss, got to face 2 pointers... sigh, she's still ok... but few of them always stress, stress and stress... make me sian... Then, as usual, all come to hospital means they are sick... and all of them need stat treatment. no bed.... is it my problem??? I've tried my best to take care of them, why all relatives must come and ask for more... when got bed, waited for very long...

For their info... I've waited for 5 hours in AnE before, as I've dislocation... is painful and irritating. I still waited and never lunch any complain before I was a nurse... Why???

After work, met up with Fenn... even best... she said I got the quality of becoming gay... oh shit... seems like Im becoming more gay...

Somehow really think... is this a correct choice to work as male nurse? trying my very best to work hard, but yet... still get lectured...

Hope that tmr is a better day...